hair

hahaha, my friends and i often joke about 'porn hair', in which case your hair is long enough to cover your breasts when you're naked...

:')

(i thought i'd spare you the naked version;)

mijn houten hart

night 'ambiance'

still not really great pictures, but oh well, you get the general idea ;)

dit is mijn hart, mijn houten hart
de heren voor u hebben het alvast verzwaard
dus wees maar lief, 't kan geen kwaad
en stelen lijkt me niet de moeite waard

goldielocks

unedited.

i love long hair, and if it were up to me, i'd have curls

this is it

i can almost hear you thinking, is this the most creative she's been lately? is this it? well it was delicious!
i have made 2 shirts but i haven't photographed them yet, so that's coming up..


but talking 'bout this is it.. i've been to the cinemas and i've seen michael jackson's movie. how amazing can an artist be???

i don't care people talking about his nose and his skin, it don't matter if you're black or white. his inside was beautiful and at least he tried to make the world a better place. i believe everyone must think of MJ as a role model. his music was innovative and amazing. and if you see this movie, you can see he's different from many other artists in this world. he knows his music, he knows what he's talking ánd singing about. as you can see, words will never be enough to praise this man. god bless you.

I LOVE YOU MICHAEL

she bangs

just hold me

i haven't been all that creative lately, but i've been trying to think of things for me to do this year and next year. shall i travel? shall i focus on my next education? shall i work 9 till 5? one thing is for sure. i shall travel! 2010 will be the year i'll take a look at MY ROOTS. yes yes yes i'm going to INDONESIA!!! i've aaaalways wanted to go there and i never thought it would happen so fast, but as a few members of my family decided to go, i just couldn't resist. my sweet sweet (indonesian) grandmother will join us so that'll be awesome as well.

so.. creativity.. it was time to get creative again! yesterday i had an audition for a musical. for dance ánd for drama. i've always been a dramaqueen and yesterday i thought it was time to see if the professionals thought so too.. and if i may say so, they kinda did;) it was my first time on stage and the jury thought i had a lot of potential and talent.. so within the next 2 weeks i will hear if i got a part in the musical.. exitingggg..

comfortable as i am,
i need your reassurance
comfortable as you are,
you count the days

but if i wanted silence,
i would whisper
if i wanted loneliness,
i'd choose to go
and if i'd like rejection,
i'd audition
and if i didn't love you,
you would know...

curl

I've always wanted curls, guess sometimes u just have to fake it...